is there no truth and honesty left in this world?


just pain and hurt.

This is for you Morgan!

Techno

Lost inside my head
Blue black purple red
Barely breathing
Pulling my soul out of me

Pulses through my veins
Takes over my brain
Feels so good, crazy insane
Loose all control, feel no shame

More more - I'd give everything
To never lose this freeing feeling
The intenseness thats overwhelming
The sensations that take over my being

on techno and synesthesia

some of you might remember my first post when I talked about having music color synesthesia, part of that for me is intense "feels" and "impulses". Techno and electronic have the most impact on me.

this evening Slayer sent me a link and told me that a friend of his was dj-ing and that I should listen. I hadn't had it on more then 10 seconds before I was feeling trippy. hahah! its been so long since I listened to good music because back in the fall I was somewhat addicted to it and was using it to hide from things so that I didn't have to deal with them.

Tonight has been simply amazing. the colors are so sharp and clear and the intenseness of the music can't be matched. Insanely good.

so yeah trying to do some descriptions here....

its mostly black and its pulses like a heart beat or breaks over me like waves in the ocean. colors range from red to aqua to neon pink and green.

So easy to lose myself in it. hahah I love it so much! I'm not even doing it the justice it deserves.

Who needs drugs when you can get the same effect from great music and synesthesia?